I would have called to say Happy birthday to you Bilya as you clock 36
but you are no longer with us. I am looking up and I trust you are
looking down. Because I am insisting on smiles and not a single frown, I
am trying so hard but these tears of pain keep flowing down my cheeks.
Sitting down here thinking about you, thinking about life without you
I am in so much pain and I am so sorry for drifting apart when
you wanted to marry Maryam, I wish I pressured you more not to, I tried
but I should have tried harder I was angry with you at the moment and
That was selfish so we left you all alone with this murderer. First, she
separated you from your beloved wife then she separated you from your
family and friends
As I sit here pondering what would have been if we had pressurized you, I feel guilty down my spine.My thoughts are these
If I had put so much pressure on you and succeeded in making you understand our point of view when you wanted to marry Maryam
1. You would have left her and probably this wouldn’t have happened.
As Number 1 didn’t happen,if we hadn’t drifted a little too apart when
you married Maryam you would have confide in me,Usman,Abba or Bello
about the harsh condition in your marriage And we would have adviced you
accordingly and probably all this wouldn’t have happened.
Oh Bilya I am so sorry i am soo devastated by your demise I wish I could turn the hands of time but it’s too late
Maryam has finally separated you from this world completely.
recall what you used to say back in the days “when I get married I am
going to Submit to my wife totally I don’t like woman wahala let peace
reign kawai” and we will call you names, Well you did let peace reign
and she took advantage of it.
You will forever be in our heart body
and soul. Insha Allah Alisha your daughter will hear the story of a
great man called Bilya her father because you were a great man. #Justiceforbilya